Long Time No Seeeeeee!! (or rather, post)

wooow.. come to think of it, i'm actually surprised that this thing is still alive! it's been sooo long! hehe. anyways.. obviously I have changed since my last post. I'm an incoming senior already!! shheesh, one more year and that's it??!! high school's done?!!? woah, that's fast... boy will I miss my batch mates. speaking of which, i really really wish our sections will still be blocked this school year!! it's sooo hard to have a new set of classmates again.. and besides, i'm already happy and contented with my class. (11) tsk, tsk.. it's not even our fault that our oh-so-excellent school accommodates too many students.. to the point that students are already sitting on the gym floor during recess and lunch time. (yeah, i know, so much for "luxury"..)

anyway, on to other things.....

last night our coach called me up and he was asking if i'm free for today.. he said that I and two of my other teammates need to meet up with him.. knowing coach, I know that this is something very important and urgent.. coach even said that we should come with socks and shoes on.. (this kind of scared me a bit because I don't want to train yet.. I mean c'mon, it's a Saturday! one of the three days that we can actually rest from our tedious trainings!) so anyway.. we were asking coach Paul what's up with the whole shoes and socks thing.. and do you know what he said? "We're going bowling." I was like, "that was the reason why you brought us here??" haha. I mean, puhleeeze.. I really thought that it's like this important discussion about the team and all that. oh yeah, but we actually did have that discussion.. we held our "meeting" at starbucks in eastwood.. then we went bowling after that. actually, it was fun.. it was fun seeing the ball I just lofted(which I realized after seeing the sign that it wasn't allowed) roll down the gutter.. hehe. heck, i should be called the Gutter Queen! haha. the main point is, I suck at bowling. BIG time. maybe i ought to just watch the others when we're going bowling next time. hehehe.

wow, blogging can be kind of fun! hehe. not only do I get to express my thoughts (without actually telling it to a certain person) but I also get to practice my english and typing skills! (although I can't say that I'm making much of an improvement.. with both aspects, i mean.) and since I'm already getting the hang of this, i'll type more!! hahahaha..

How hard it is to keep a secret?? because honestly, it's not an easy feat for me.. what, with my big mouth and all that.. It's really hard to keep my mouth shut. especially when it's a juicy story that's waiting to escape the depths of my itching-to-tell lips.. haha. good thing that i've learned how to keep my mouth shut already. recently, i've learned the lesson that when there's a person that you told a sort of confidential story to, when he/she spills it, it's not only his/her fault but also yours. I mean, if you didn't want the story to fall on unworthy ears, then you shouldn't have risked it by telling it to someone else too. Really, it's just one big action-consequence thing.. too bad I learned that the hard way.. haaaay..


"With great power, comes great responsibility.." wow, what a statement. If hearing that statement is a raindrop, then i'm probably swimming around here right now.. haha. oops, exaggerating.=p but I didn't know that this statement could actually apply to me. Me, the ever so slacker and sloth expert who flinches upon the word responsibility and work. I mean, i've already set my mind that being a follower is what I was born to do. Being a leader is not exactly my cup of tea. I didn't expect that this big of a responsibility could be passed on to me. Don't get me wrong, i loooooooove basketball. but this whole leadership because of this seniority thing isn't really working for me. I guess I'm just used to having the upper batch being our role models and stuff.. but now, there's nothing more to admire and look up to because the upper batch graduated already. (we'll miss you guys.. ='(( ) it's really hard to defend a title and now, it's even harder to do it with the seniors gone. not to mention the problem with our captain ball because there's a big chance that she won't be with us during the WNCAA league. =( i mean, how can a team possibly win without it's best scorer and leader?? yeah, i know, perseverance, faith, believe in yourself, etc. those things are easier said than done. so basically, we have to work really really hard. and our coaches expect us to be the ones who's going to guide the team since we are the seniors. boy, do we need LUCK. especially me, by the way. can't I just go back to the days when things are a LOT easier??

and with that question do I end this post. haha.